Wooho~ my live starts to get exciting again! But lets start from the beginning!
Yesterday I was at my grandma's which isn't very special but I met my father there and noticed again that he is the biggest egomaniac I ever got to know!! I mean, I told him about the Army and that their tests are on the same day as the entry stuff for uni so that I won't attend on their tests. He started to argue like stupid and that I'll ruin my future and the entry stuff can be done the following day as well. He didn't see that I really want/need to attend there because I have no clue about this college things. AND he always is like "I'm spending so much money on you blablabla" and makes me feel like I'm a bad daughter and he is a really poooor man. I need to say that he has around 2000 Euro in the month and I get 350 Euro from that because he left us! I don't knoe what he makes with all his money to say that I make him poor. And I get the feeling that he just wants me go to the army so that he doesn't need to spend money on me anymore. (at the moment my mother gets the 350 Euro, so nobody has to say "You are so rich!!" I am not, this money is for me to eat, live and survive) My mother does everything for me so that I can build up a new future in Berlin and he doesn't even think about asking me to help with the move! He's always just like: GO TO THE DORM!! There aren't any dorm places around the uni anymore!!! >_>
Anyway I really start to hate him again. Before he moved out I hated him and now he's working on it that I never want to see him again.
Mareen visited me yesterday and we talked about lots of gfunny stupid things, like her festival experiences this year, TurboJugend and stuff. It's so funny, she just wants to be part of the TurboJugend because of the denim-jackets!! I told her she should buy one and I'll pimp it up xD We talked about the party next saturday, Anne's homewarming party on the 22nd (around 30 people in a 2room-appartement? I'll die ;_;), Mareens university and dorm-room and that we'll go to the "Club" this friday. The Club means the club-house of Motorradfreunde Pasewalk which is an insider-location for drinking xD Never new that even my father is the president! I said I want a shirt with "clubprincess" on it! And I'll attend her 1st-semester-party from her uni, because it's on september 24th xDD
I'm searching really hard for a appartement right now ;_; I simply have no luck. I hope I can find one until the semester starts! Otherwise I have a problem ^^"
Later probably some pictures for everyone who didn't see me on BeVit already because I have a new haircolor. |